Jan. 17, 2012 at 9:57pm with 906 notes
Reblogged from operatorputmethrough
wowbravo
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I dealt with some moderate depression a few years ago, and let me tell you: It does not feel like laziness. It feels kind of like your blood has been replaced with concrete.
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the-squid-king (via mynameisjuthika)

it feels like being slammed against a brick wall so that everything inside you just hurts, and you can’t fix it. You literally cannot move from your bed, even though you know that you should want to get up and do something, but there is no desire there. It feels like dread, pure and unadulterated knowledge, that something very bad is about to happen. It is about coming out of depressive episodes and feeling like you don’t even deserve life  because you waste the life you do have. living with chronic severe depression has in many ways ruined my life.

but, no, I’m just too lazy to talk myself out of it

(via lovebelikeawhirlwind)

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